WHAT I NEED FROM SIR H

This is an exercise that I was given, and I thought it would be good to share

I need to feel loved and special at all times

I need you to protect me

I need to feel I can strip away all the bullshit mannerisms that I have developed over the years. like trying to act tough, swearing, being rude.

I need to be financially looked after

I need to feel I can talk to you about anything

I need you to trust me

I need to you to instantly tell me when I do something wrong

I need you to tell me the things that make you happy

I need you to help me anticipate all the things you want.

I need to feel un judged

I need to be able to be a slut in-front of you

I need to sometimes be able to act like a little girl with you at times as it feels so right.

I need things to be enforced

I need to be praised and told im a good girl

I need to be occasionally allowed to let loose under close supervision

I need you to pick up on when I should be encouraged to spend an hour or 30 mins on my own to meditate or calm down

I need to be at your feet sometimes

I need to be made to do what one may call bizarre at times to center me and take all thoughts from my mind, examples of these

Tied up, gagged, blindfolded and left

Pissed upon

Used as a foot stool

Any heavy pain play

Humiliated, told to strip off and be in a certain position in front of you.

I need you to surprise me sometimes

I need romance

I need my hair stroking probably a little bit too much, but because it makes me feel so safe.

I need occasional treats

I need creativity and imagination

I need loyalty

I need consistency, sometimes a firm hand or a stern voice

I need to feel sexually used

But I also need to feel like your making love to me at times.

I need challenges

I need to feel physically as well as mentally owned.

I need more bondage as it makes my mind go empty which surprises me